The Blue Star Letters From Our Readers
Introduction by Cal Garrison
The Blue Star Letters From Our Readers
The Blue Star has given me so much to think about in the last month, I have to say, my head is spinning. Thinking too much doesn't get you any closer to the truth. All it does is make you crazy. As I sit down to write this introduction my mind has chased me far enough around the bend to make me wonder if Comet Holmes might just be a holographic image that the Secret Government projected into the etheric matrix as a means to drive humanity into a fear state. After all, they do know how to do these things — End Times prophesies and blue comets could be just what the doctor ordered for those who thrive on controlling people's minds.
Tossing the idea around in my head for a while, I realized that my penchant for conspiracy theories had gotten the best of me. Even if there was any substance to the idea, ultimately it really doesn't matter if the Blue Star is an engineered thing, or if it is in fact real — because it's up there, and it's bigger than the Sun. — and the question is less about where it came from and more about what we can learn from it. Instead of dwelling on my 11th hour, slightly paranoid considerations, I have decided that it might be better to talk from the heart about how this anomalous celestial body seems to have changed my experience of my self since it appeared in the sky.
No one told me about the Blue Star. It showed its face in late October 2007 but at that time my mind was filled with other things. Slim Spurling was on his death bed and when I wasn't burying myself in my work I was thinking about him and praying a lot. There was no room in my head, or my heart, for anything else — but something changed noticeably in October. All of a sudden my world filled up with miracles that were startling enough to steer my thoughts away from Slim and begin paying attention to what seemed too good to be true. I don't really know how to describe this, but it was as if I didn't even need to leave the house anymore. All I had to do was think of something and it would arrive within the hour.
To give you an example of what I am talking about, I remember one day, after having procrastinated for 2 years regarding getting my in house computer hooked up to the internet, I decided to get off my ass and call the cable people. As I picked up the phone, the door bell rang, and Phil, the Spirit of Ma'at computer guy, was standing on my stoop with a brand new computer. He told me he had just received instructions to hook me up. In less than an hour I was online, wondering why I didn't have to do anything to get it to happen.
Similar things occurred on a daily basis — some big, some small — and somehow or other, nothing was a problem and nothing required any effort anymore. No stranger to synchronicity, none of this would have been that amazing to me, except for the fact that it was happening all the time. Having fallen into the slip stream where thought and manifestation come together, it soon became clear that all I had to do was remain centered enough to stay in the flow.
Concurrent with this, my desire to go within increased to the point where it was more important than anything else. My mind, which usually kicks up some kind of fuss whenever I want to talk to God, seemed to be fresh out of excuses and wasn't even part of the conversation anymore. Every morning at 5AM I'd be in the hot tub meditating and wouldn't leave that space until after the sun came up. Some force made this so imperative, nothing stood in the way of it. That desire is stronger now than it was when it first overcame me — and it seems as if it has served to tune me up in ways that are allowing me to experience life on a totally different wavelength.
What I also began to notice is that there was no differentiation between good and bad. It all became one thing and I found it easier to live in polarity without going up and down all the time. Being a moody, schizophrenic woman, this new development totally took the edge off all of my self-created difficulties. Describing it to a friend, I told her;
"I feel like I am swimming and every day I move from one part of the ocean to another depending on where I need to be. As I float here and there I see that there are different fish and different 'schools' to swim with but even if the scenery changes, it's all the same, no matter where I am or what I am doing. Everything in the ocean is connected. Nothing is separate. All I have to do is 'Be' and allow the water to support me and everything else just happens".
Up until October 2007 this was only a mental concept. I understood it all with my mind. Now it's different. Now I am living it. Nothing I could have tried to do made this happen — it shifted all by it self. Without questioning it too much I continued to observe the magic and got used to the miracles and this new way of being. By the end of November I still knew nothing of the Blue Star, nor were the Hopi Prophecies part of my awareness. When Drunvalo returned from the trip to meet with the Mayan and the Hopi Elders my attention got drawn to the prophecies and for the first time, to Comet Holmes.
Every now and then Drunvalo stops in at my place, for one reason or another. Right after the Guatemala trip he was sitting at my table having a cup of tea, talking about all the wonderful things that happened on that journey, when the subject of the Blue Star came up. I was all ears until he said, "What do you think about it?" Without getting thrown off by the fact that I had no knowledge of the subject, I started talking. As the words formed I saw that I was giving a voice to two months of experience that up till that moment I had not articulated even to my self.
"I feel like the Blue Star is a big, cosmic Rolaid, something God took just to help us digest the shift that's going on here right now. It's full of information that will help us move through the next four years. If we can tune our selves to the frequencies it's generating everyone will benefit. From what I have observed in my own life since it appeared, it seems to me that my consciousness is vibrating on a higher frequency. What I want to do now is tune my self to receive whatever this body of information has to teach me about how to live and be in the world in a whole new way. This thing is all good from what I can tell. It doesn't feel bad or scary or ominous at all. It's a blessing."
I don't know if it was the Rolaid analogy or what, but all Drunvalo did was smile. He didn't say anything; he just smiled, mentioned something about living in two worlds simultaneously, and let the talk move on to other things. After he left, knowing that I probably wasn't the only human being who was having this experience, I got to thinking about what other people might have to say about the Blue Star. It was then that I decided to send out a mass email asking our readers to share whatever they had to share about Comet Holmes.
When I sent that message out I had no idea what kind of feedback I'd get. The responses that came in blew me away — for a number of different reasons. These letters have shown me that direct experience is the best measure of whether anything is true or not. With the exception of a few, the Blue Star Letters indicate that something good is awakening within us, and that Comet Holmes has triggered off impulses that will ease our entrance into the Fifth World.
To those of you who took the time to share your experience with us, we thank you all for your openness to being part of this experiment. Read on. We know you will get a lift from what your fellow earthlings have to say.
The Blue Star Letters From Our Readers
About Cal Garrison
Cal is a writer with four books to her credit. ‘The Old Girls’ Book of Spells’, ‘The Old Girls’ Book of Dreams’, and her latest book, ‘Witch On the Go’ were published by RedWheel/Weiser Press and are available in bookstores or on Amazon.com. In addition to her own work, she also writes for Slim Spurling. Her first book with Slim, ‘Slim Spurling’s Universe’ is being followed up by their second book together which, with any luck, will be out in 2008—2009.
A professional astrologer with 35 years experience Cal has cast over 6000 charts and is one of the best in her field. She is also an expert on the Tarot. When she’s not running the Spirit of Ma'at office, or working on her books, Cal spends her time doing in depth astrology and tarot readings for people all over the country.
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